I have seen what forever looks like..

I am writing to babble about an amazing man i met approx. 2 1/2 months ago. I am learning the ins and outs of who he is as a man and father. He amazes me with his drive and dedication in everything he does, the love he has for his children is amazing. I have literally never met someone so incredible. He is everything i have ever looked for. i know his past and i love him more daily for everything his heart and soul has endured. He is older then me, has seen things in his life time i wouldn't wish on anyone and yet he is the sweetest soft hearted person i have ever met. When he is around i feel like nothing could ever be wrong. I actually feel safe and loved. Being loved for who i am has been something i haven't had. he knows my flaws and he knows my past and he looks at me and the hot mess that i am and he looks at me with a look of pure acceptance, no judgment. I feel complete when he's around..I have so much respect for the man he is and how humble about life and the few people in his day to day. I love the way his eyes light up when he talks about his children. Even though he's been threw so much and has seen pain no man as amazing as he is should ever go threw in his life, he stays humble and he is hard working. He is everything i have looked for.. he is Real. He is honest and loving,a good father and a passionate lover. I couldn't be happier in my life right now. My mom always told me that when you meet that right person you'll just know..you'll hear it in the back of your mind "that's the one" and I have never been so Head over heals for someone before in such a short time. I have always had walls up my entire life and even more so after two nearly decade long relationships that failed, I even to them still had my walls up.. trying to be the woman They needed me to be and not the woman that i am. He doesn't want me to be what he needs me to be because i am the person he needs me to be when i am just being me..even bumming around his apt, lounging around, hair a mess and snuggled up on his couch watching aimless shows just joking around and being silly. When we are together all we do is laugh. it melts my heart when i look at him and he's already looking at me like it was the first time he's seen me. He has the most beautiful eyes and even better the most beautiful heart i've ever seen.