Fuck You and have a nice day!!

So I woke up this morning with a FUCK you attitude. Why am I not worth more then some bitch who stole your child and ran to another country?! TWICE!!!

I AM BETTER!
I AM KINDER!
I AM MORE HONEST!
I AM MORE LOYAL!
I AM MORE DEDICATED!
I AM MORE INVOLVED!

No one in my life will EVER make me feel like i am less then some shady bitch EVER again.

Do you! Do what you gotta do but just remember I will be as well. |

I am NO ONES Second choice. I wouldnt deal with it from either or my children's fathers and I sure as hell am NOT dealing with it from anyone else. Plain and fucking simple!

How would it make you feel..

How would it make you feel to be told that because you dont have a child with the person you're with that they could up and leave without a second thought..

How would you feel if someone told you this and made it very clear they dont want a child with you..

How do you build when you know that because you dont have a child regardless how long you're together they could get fed up or bored and just leave and not blink an eye..

How do you trust or build on a foundation that isnt solid.. a foundation that could fall or be torn away from you in a matter of seconds..

How could anyone be so cruel..

I cant compete with her..

Did you know I am not her..
I wont have perfect hair like her..
I don't have some fancy fucking accent like her..
I don't have stories of my childhood in a different country like her..
I didn't grow up with a "normal' life like her..
I will never carry your child like she did..
I will never be your first love..
I will Never be her..
I am just me..
I am the girl who grew up with an abnormal childhood..
I didn't have my parents by my side..
I was beaten and broken before i even knew what that ment..
I will always have trust issues not with just you but with everyone in my life..
I will always be "different"..
I will always be "difficult"..
Outspoken..
Opinionated..
I will always have no filter..
I will always speak my mind..
I will NEVER be sorry for being me..
I am a TRUE friend..
I am Honest to a Fault..
I Love Harder and Longer then most..
If that's not good enough for you..
Then you don't deserve me anyways