Last year i met the most amazing man i have ever met. He was literally everything i was looking for. I never in my life thought i would find anyone let alone someone so right, so perfect for me. We were great together, he was my bestfriend and the only person in my life i truly felt safe with..I NEVER thought i would ever get married and it was honestly never a thought in my mind till i met him. its funny how you can find a random person with all the traits you need in a partner, i never knew happiness till i met him. we were stuck in this blissful spot,just the two of us. It was the happiest i have ever been in my life. Until things changed, He changed..he refuses to let go of his past. Part of his life that wasnt ment to be, and shouldnt have been from the start let alone them adding a child into their mess of a relationship and now he's so obsessed with it all that we dont laugh,talk or enjoy each other like we used to. He only cares about them..He told me yesterday that me and my kids dont mean anything to him..After a year of building this house and our lives together.. We STILL dont matter to him..He has said mean things out of anger before but this time.. I BELIEVE HIM...
All my hopes and dreams yesterday were crushed.. By Him.. My Bestfriend,My love, The Man i saw myself growing old with, With our 10 kids and a huge group of grandbabies running around.. All Of It Is Gone Now..
